Hell Hath Frozen Over

So yeah its cold outside this weekend, and with the wind it’s in the -30’s. I guess we should have gotten our groceries yesterday when it was only cold, cause last night there was up to 20 cm of snow as well.

My video stream for my movies isn’t work as it should have, so I spent 45 minutes trying to get it to work and to decided there was nothing I wanted to watch. I will look again once I am done this and if I can’t find anything there’s always the xbox.

So on of the idiots at my work is gone. Might only be for 2 months but I hope it’s longer. He was a slacker and hardly worked. He was too busy socializing, talking to his mother or boy friend on the phone and doing his knitting club – anything to do besides work. I really hope I never see him again. So far his replacement (an oriental lady) seems to be doing ok. She is a bit quiet so I have to pay attention when she asks questions.

So one week from now I will have my 9th tattoo. Its going to be a Star Wars one with the Death Star and a couple of tie fighters. I hope it comes out as I hope it does. ALready know what I want for my 10th and maybe 11th tattoos. The Deathly Hallows and a sword. Time will tell as I could change my mind at any time (oh yeah there’s also another tattoo I might get too lol).

Might also have a friend date (date with the opposite sex as friends with no romantic intentions involved).

Guess that’s all I have to say this week. Time to have more coffee, bundle up and shovel some snow (yuck!).

ciao xo

**Oh almost forgot its like just over 2 weeks until my birthday and no one has asks what I want yet, or where I want to go to eat. 😦



Another Week Done

So I survived another week without going batshit crazy on anyone. Just went to the kitchen to get another coffee and noticed that the front door was unlocked and not fully closed. No wonder why it was so chilly when I first came down stairs, I cannot say who was the last person in the house so I won’t point fingers lest it be my own fault.

So one of my friends told me something this week which was sort of surprising, She said the reason she started talking to me was cause she thought I was single. I was kinda flattered but when I really think about it, I am not attracted to her all.  We have very little in common and she doesn’t like pickles or mustard (no, not deal breakers) and I am not physically attracted to her.

So this week another coworker is leaving (YAY) and hopefully the new person is willing to work all day and not socialize half the time. I am also hoping they hire a second person to lessen part of my work load. Sorry, but I am tired from doing clearing (which is basically picking up files and putting them away.

Bitterly cold here this weekend, but still hope I can get out and do something. Last weekend without my daughter I was bored to death almost. There is no place I really need to go or anyting that I want to do. Hopefully I will surprise myself doing someting.

Ok wow started coughing and almost spit a mouthload of coffeeon my computer (which I didn’t). You know you live a boring liife when you include that in your blog.

Ok guess I had better go and see if there is anything I want to do around here before someone wakes up; even though I am sure it won’t be for 3-4 more hours.

**UPDATE so we did go shopping and I bought a new winter jacket. Was from Roots and on sale for $249.99. It looks good and feels warm. I guess now I need new winter boots since the ones I have are hard to put on and take off.

Ciao for now xo

2019 Begins

Well managed to survive my first week back to work. It wasn’t that bad although I do have a couch and feel beaten up physically. My leg muscles are sore and it’s either one leg or the other, Thankfully its never really both at the same time. I am suppose to go shopping with m daughter and her friend today at Bayshore, and for some reason that mall always does a number on my legs. At least she will be off on her own with her friend so I really don’t need to keep up and can do my own thing, Not sure if my fiance is coming or not. I am kinda hoping not, so maybe I can tell a friend I am there and she will show up lol

I a still trying to lose this loneliness feeling I have. I am sure the season has something to do with it and that I am always affected by S.A.D. I haven’t been suffering from it as much the for a while, so maybe it was over due to hit me big time.

I don’t have much to complain about this time and hopefully I can cut down on my rants and try to be more positive – but at the same time not going to hold my breath. I am quite sure that I am and can be an asshole to others at times so maybe it’s me, not them.

OK going to go get more coffee and slowly get ready as I have 5 hours at least before I have to go get my daughter.

ciao xo


Good bye 2018

Yeah so this is my last post for the year. I admit I didn’t have a great year emotionally, Physically or relationship wise. I learned that I have to start taking care of myself first and foremost. I’m going to either be more or less of an asshole to certain people, and they will know it one way or another.

I do plan on doing great things, but I actually have TO DO THINGS for them to be great. Nothing will come to me as I’ve realized and I will have to go get it.


Ok that’s enough rant for the year.

Ciao xo

No Surprises

So another Christmas has come and goner and another year I wasn’t surprised with anything I received. That’s not totally true though, my daughter got me a framed picture of Star Wars- Boba Fett. My other daughter got me a nice shirt that I like and it fits too. I should point out one daughter works full time and the other is 16, not working and only spending money her grandmother gave her.

Now is my least favourite time of the year, the month and a bit between Christmas and my birthday and I still don’t know what I want? More time to do things is one ting that no one can give me or the feeling of fulfilment inside me. I guess I don’t feel like I am doing enough. I come home around 4 and yet I am in bed by 8 and asleep by 9. Mind you getting up before 5:30 isn’t fun either.

It’s suppose to freeze rain over night and if the weather is bad enough, I just might call in sick cause my road is icy and I do not want to fall down and fuck up my knee again.

Guess dummy co-worker doesn’t understand my scent sensitive sign at my desk. I am sorry but I don’t care how nice he thinks he smells, he is giving me a headache. At least he will be gone in 3 more weeks. I hope that they replacements that are coming and will be coming are not idiots. Lol (wishful thinking).

ciao xo


Not a clue

Ok for starters, I have no idea why I am up at 4 on a Saturday. Maybe cause my stomach felt a bit upset? Well I’m up now with my coffee.

Ok this is weird. One of my acquaintances of Facebook suddenly started messaging me. I’m sure she knows I’m engaged and I did tell her too, but still she continues. I did go on a coffee date with her once long ago and there wasn’t a spark. Even now we don’t have much in common. It is nice to have a friend though.

Just over a week till Christmas and I think I’m ready or not. I keep thinking I need more or stocking stuffers; guess we’ll find out. Maybe I should get me something nice lol

Ok going to relax and plan a nap later

Caio xo

Yep. It’s almost time.

Christmas is like about 2 weeks away and I still think I’m forgetting to buy things; mostly stocking stuffers though. I’m worried I’ll run out of money, but some how I don’t think so. Oh I put the tree up last night (wasn’t able to last year as I had a broken knee). Oh it still hurts at time too.

Supposed to go shopping with my youngest this afternoon to finish her Christmas shopping. I doubt we will get it all done, or if she has enough money. She doesn’t even know what she’s buying every one.

Dads still in the hospital but out of the ICU. He got his catheter out yesterday, but must be painful for him to go.

Only a few more days to work with one idiot at work. Yay. He’s getting replaced eventually. Hopefully she’s more friendly then he was.

Well guess I better get my daughters up to start the day.

Ciao xo