I am Not Happy

I have no idea why I am feeling down so much so recently. Maybe it’s the weather; you know seasonal S.A.D. which I usually get. Maybe it’s the fact that I am not happy where I am this point of my life, I don’t do anything anymore on my own and around the house it seems that I am doing everything on my own. Yeah just needed to rant here so hopefully in a few months I can look back and see how I felt now and compare it to then, Hopefully it will be an improvement.

Snow here today, just a dusting and it’s also a federal holiday lieu of Remembrance day. I made an appointment to get my tired changed and looks like I will bw putting snow-covered tires on my back seat oops. I just hope the roads aren’t too bad when I leave.

So yeah going back to the original reason why I posted here today, I need to do something about my mood.  Hopefully soon cause I almost broke down the other day and cracked.

ciao xo



New Services and Stuff

Well got my new services installed yesterday and so far all seems well, I still have to hook up the blue ray player, which is only plugging it into the new router. I still may to log into the router and see if I can be able to block sites. I also have to have my accounts consolidated and finally see why I am not able to get certain channels. I do have all weekend for that.

So played hookey yesterday from work. Sure I will have more work Tuesday but going by the amount I had the past 2 weeks it should be manageable.

Spent way too much money on bills yesterday Bell, Microsoft 365, daughters dental and some from shopping. Oh, I need some for monday when I have my snow tires installed too. Still have more than I need; unless some sort of emergency comes up (hope not).

Figure if I type a little slower I am able to hit the space bar more often and not make as many mistakes.

I guess I should get some more coffee and see if I can silently re-arrange some furniture. One cord from the installation wasn’t quite long enough.

Which reminds me I also have another cord to be removed from the bedroom, but I can and will do that when everyone is awake.

ciao xo



Online shopping and Waiting…

I really hate waiting for things in the mail/courier. Right now at the moment I have 3 pending orders.  One is a Christmas present for me that is due to arrive this Friday. One is make-up for my daughter that is suppose to come next week, and the third (Pop! Figures the release date has been pushed back until Nov 8 when they were originally available October 23rd. It’s not that I don’t have confidence in having them delivered; I am just impatient.

 Of course there are more things I want to order for but just going to give it a little time for some things to arrive.



So never did I think I would ever switch back to Bell from Rogers, but they did give me an amazing deal on cable, internet and a NEW iPhone Xr.  The key factor was I got the phone in red. I also got an iPad which I am giving to my fiance for Christmas. I also bought a wireless charger too so no more plugging and unplugging the phone.

And I was just about to have the battery replaced in my old phone too.

What really sucks though is that now I have to change all my emails to a new email address (including this one).

Up really freaking early today and the clocks went back last night too AND I was up late and wasn’t easy falling asleep.

Ok enough, I need more coffee and a nap later.

cioa xo

But of Course

So thought I made one of those connections with someone, but turns out i didn’t. Of course I feel let down but that’s the story of my life.

Listening to music, drinking coffee and chatting with them know while trying to writing this so maybe doing too much at once. Lost my train of thought.

Been given one more tasks at work which is interesting but not really challenging but gives me something else to do and might be getting another task too. Hopefully it will lead to getting me out of my department and into another higher level one and away from the idiots I work with.

Think I might go tv stand shopping today. I found 2 I lke but should check the measurements to see how much room i would have to make. Then there’s the fact that I would need to move some things around or move them somewhere else.

Crap thought I had more so as usual I may add more later.

ciao xo



So managed to hurt my hand on Saturday. Was trying to nap and rolled over with my hand in an awkward position. Ugh. It’s not as sore today but still weak feeling.

Oh yeah it snowed last night too and I have to drive my daughter to her friends place. At least it’s all main roads so should be cleared off. Just means now I have to call to get my snow tires on.

Now with the weather feeling gloomy, my mood is too.

Well I Didn’t Win

So of course I am not a millionaire this morning. I didn’t even win a free ticket. Maybe tonight I will win something (money I hope and more than just $2).

So have to wake up my daughter soon so she can get ready for the Japanese lessons, She doesn’t like them as the teacher is putting her on the spot. I kinda think she is using her learning disability as a crutch now if there is something she is having a hard time doing. I hope am wrong though.

Even though I stayed in last night I did have some fun talking to one of my friends. Nothing bad or anything, just a different person to talk to. And all this while I did the laundry too.

No freaking idea what was up with the dogs last night.. They were up and whining at 11, 1 and 3 to go out to do their business. I was not impresses and just to be an ass; when I got up this morning I woke them up for no reason.

Kinda found another tattoo I want. It’s the Deathly Halllows from Harry Potter. Its simple, small and I know (or think I do) where I want to put it (on my elbow). I still want the Star Wars one as well as a sword (maybe). The problem now is not money, but making time to get up and go.

Work went well this week surprisingly. I was given a new task which I have seemed to master already: just need to keep doing it. I just hope that someone sees to it that I should be doing this more and maybe move me to that department.

Ok weekly rant is over. Time to wake up daughter and see what the heck is going on today and then find something to do that I will enjoy.

ciao xo