So managed to hurt my hand on Saturday. Was trying to nap and rolled over with my hand in an awkward position. Ugh. It’s not as sore today but still weak feeling.

Oh yeah it snowed last night too and I have to drive my daughter to her friends place. At least it’s all main roads so should be cleared off. Just means now I have to call to get my snow tires on.

Now with the weather feeling gloomy, my mood is too.


Well I Didn’t Win

So of course I am not a millionaire this morning. I didn’t even win a free ticket. Maybe tonight I will win something (money I hope and more than just $2).

So have to wake up my daughter soon so she can get ready for the Japanese lessons, She doesn’t like them as the teacher is putting her on the spot. I kinda think she is using her learning disability as a crutch now if there is something she is having a hard time doing. I hope am wrong though.

Even though I stayed in last night I did have some fun talking to one of my friends. Nothing bad or anything, just a different person to talk to. And all this while I did the laundry too.

No freaking idea what was up with the dogs last night.. They were up and whining at 11, 1 and 3 to go out to do their business. I was not impresses and just to be an ass; when I got up this morning I woke them up for no reason.

Kinda found another tattoo I want. It’s the Deathly Halllows from Harry Potter. Its simple, small and I know (or think I do) where I want to put it (on my elbow). I still want the Star Wars one as well as a sword (maybe). The problem now is not money, but making time to get up and go.

Work went well this week surprisingly. I was given a new task which I have seemed to master already: just need to keep doing it. I just hope that someone sees to it that I should be doing this more and maybe move me to that department.

Ok weekly rant is over. Time to wake up daughter and see what the heck is going on today and then find something to do that I will enjoy.

ciao xo


tis the Weekend again…

Well hereit is the weekend again, I was already told where we are going to day and well I am fine with that. I think she said Pet store, home depot  to get light bulbs that work and east to Place d’Orleans shopping center to go to 2 stores; again which I am fine with. Beats staying home. Also means I mightbuy something nice to wear lol I do have to check my lists to see all what I wanted to do and maybe getting help too.

I know I want to declutter more stuff in the basement, cut the lawn (one last time), ..I just checked and while my list does seem long it all quick easty things to do.

I swear I saw a gost in my room this week. He was tall wearing a pin stripped suit. He was looking out the window at something and didn’t bother me at all. I am still not sure i believe in some ghost though.

Ok running out of things to say. Maybe I will update later,things I want to start getting done.

ciao xo


Cancelled Plans

Well my weekend isn’t going quite as planned. First my youngest takes off to her friends house so I don’t get to spend time with her and then my oldest canceller plans for our late thanksgiving dinner. Least I didn’t thaw everything out for it so hopefully it will keep for another time.

So I finally got to the third world bazaar yesterday. Lots of neat things as usual and picked up the dragon pictured above.

Had a headache and my knee was sore but someone wanted to go shopping. I did find a pair of shoes that I will hopefully wear more than the last ones; but time will tell.

So no idea what’s going on today other than the usual grocery shopping. I do want to do something but just not sure what.

Guess I’ll go have more coffee and rest.

Ciao xo


So I actually kinda slept in this morning and woke up at 8. This isn’t including the many times I woke to go to the bathroom or came downstairs from 1030 to 12 telling the dog to shut the fuck up from barking at nothing. Of course no one else heard them bark or could be bothered to wake up and see (like me).

Still have this disappointed feeling that my life isn’t going to the way I thought it should be. I have  good job, but work with idiots that I don’t want to be around. I have a fiance who doesn’t listen to me at times. Example; we are sitting there watching TV and I make a comment or a remark and she doesn’t hear me at all. I feel like I am watching TV alone.

I am getting real tired of eating the foods I am eating. I know if I want to change it I am going to have to do it my self. Sure there is nothing wrong with pre-made meals where you simply open the box and heat it and eat it, but I miss those meals made frm scratch; meat, veggies and a potatoes – yum. That the way I grew up, and the way I like it.

Also tired of sitting here waiting to do things. I shouldn’t have to sit around and wait for her to get up – what i she doesn’t want to do it. I should still do it. I am tired of waiting around to do things she may or may not want to do.

Ok my rant is over for the day and yeah I am sure I will think one up in my head later on too. Least it’s a short week this week and Dumey isn’t at work tomorrow YAY!

Ok guess it’s time to shower, get dressed and be bored until tomorrow.

ciao xo

Long Canadian Thanksgiving Weekend

Well to start off with I am going to say UGH. We are not really doing anything festive this weekend or by the sounds of it fun either. Since I don’t have my youngest here with me this weekend I decided to celebrate it next weekend instead. I already told everyone involved so no one can fuck it up on me as they have before.

Last night was the first night in a long time where I didn’t have to pay for dinner. Mind you I almost choked to death on my steak but luckily I survived.

Today I want to finishing bringing in all the outside crap that’s still outside; which is basically the patio table and some decorations in the garden.It shouldn’t take that long with some help.

Oh just because I started the laundry doesn’t mean I am going to finish it. I am just being helpful.

Still suffering from loneliness. I hate when  we’re watching TV and I make a comment only to find out that she either isn’t watching or listening – so again I am still doing stuff alone.

Found out at work I am not the only one who dislikes my Dopey coworker.  I wish he would just retire already or replaced with someone with half a mind. Not holding my breath though.  I do think I need a sick day soon so I can just relax and have time to get the oil changed in the car.

Enoughs enough for now, maybe I’ll be back later this weekend.

Have to go change the load in the washin machine,

Yeah…so much fun.

cioa xo



Ugh, Hello Monday you Ugly f’n Bastard :(

So my bus no-showed this morning so I was forced to take 2 buses to get to work albeit a little late. Least no one said anything to me, and if Dopey did say anything I would simply ignore him as he isn’t doing that much work anyways. At least he put away the folders from Thursday that he didn’t want to do.

So I survived the weekend but am now mad at my ex and her mother. My daughter made plans to go out and ear with her friends for her birthday on the weekend. Since it was my weekend to have her; I was the one who ended up picking up all her friends, driving them downtown, and paying for their dinner. Sure her grandmother offered to give me part  ($40 out of  a total $120 bill including tip) but just saying my cheap ex didn’t offer or pay for any of it.

Did I mention my daughter ditched me at the Geek marketplace and at the Restaurant (I really didn’t want to be with her and her friends then, so sat at the bar by myself). The come home finally and feel more ignored.

So recently my iPhone 6s has become a battery draining paper weight. I am still under contract until the spring and owe about $170 on it. My options are to simply replace the battery for about $35 or pay off the outstanding balance and get a new iPhone. The only problem is that the Apple stores (there’s 2 in Ottawa) are at the other end of the city or downtown. I hate busing to go shopping and doubt I can do it at lunch (I think you have to make an appointment). Guess I will decide eventually lol.

ciao xo